sharleen.

@xshrln
- Hfx's.

It sucks, you know, t be away from your boyf fr 18 days. Minimal texts, 5-min calls. It’s hard t adapt t tt when you’re so used t having him around all th time. Going out on dates, texting all day when you’re not together, taking crazy goofy pictures w each other.

But do you know wht sucks more? When you finally get t meet him after so long, but only get t spend less than 3 hours together. When I met him just now, I wasn’t allowed t hug him. I wasn’t even allowed t touch him. Oh how frustrating tt was. After tt, gg over t his place. Couldn’t be close t him, couldn’t touch him, hug him, kiss him. Nothing. It was basic respect towards his family members, which is super important. I know. Then having t part w him because of curfew. One last hug and kiss, and poof. We’re apart.

It’s honestly a sucky feeling and I got really upset. Was hoping fr some one on one time w him. Laughing away, taking pictures. Basically just enjoying each others’ company. But you know wht they say - “Expectations lead t disappointments.”

Oh well. Gotta get used t this cause I’m positively certain tt this is how it’s gonna be like from now on.

Have a great night. xx.